Last night I thought about suicide
It's so easy to think about pushing your life aside
My children let me know what a zero i've been
It was all my fault,the trouble we've seen
Told me how miserably i've failed them and then
It was because of me Daddy never came back again
Sleeping pills I took to sleep forever
Since i could never get this family back together
As I swallowed,my youngest left the house
Muttering and sputtering "You're such a louse"
Where she went I have no clue
There's seems to be nothing right I can do
Yet again I failed,this morning broke bright
I awoke anyway with the memories of last night
No one noticed,no one cared
No one checked,to see how I faired
In a house of many I'm always alone
It's time to sleep,my spirit is gone